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Sunday, April 27, 2008

♥ 300605, THE LOVE WE SHARE

I am very very tired after the whole trip, just finished touring around Singapore with the similars. Sexy went to renting a car from her friend and we went singing at Katong. We booked a place at Teo Heng and reached at about 10pm.

Gosh, just can't believe that Phng's pap and his girl would be coming. Dedicated a few songs but just can't bring myself to sing it when Phng's pap is there. Perhaps I'm just shy. *laughs

After Phng's pap left, we sang crazily and we kept mentioning that Phng looks like Bobo when singing. LOL. She was so annoyed that she hit me REAL HARD.

After singing, we went to the next "un-planned" destination - Bedok. We went looking for Ferlin and ended up touring around Bedok North for more than 10 minutes. While on the way there, we winded down our windows and kept shouting along the road although it was already 12plus in the night. We shouted "bang-bang" to each of those who we saw.
Then there was this guy who we saw while on the way to Bedok, he's on the orange vespa and Cindy definitely went ga-ga over him.

Afterwhich, we headed for Elias to the LAN shop. Guess I was having some kind of "car-sick" so got off the car, I immediately vomitted. While walking to the LAN shop, Cindy suddenly shouted and I got so petrified I jumped and dashed forward to where Sexy and Phng was. She saw a cat being ran over by a motorcyclist. My first thought was that, oh no, it's going to be dead for sure. But Cindy said that the cat actually ran into the bushes. *god bless me

They finished the gaming at around 3-4 plus in the dawn and we decided to proceed to the next "un-planned" destination, Red House. None have had the guts to get down including me as it is really too dark. So our car just stopped outside the location and we discussed some stuffs.

Then, the next stop is Changi Village. We went there and saw a few transversite. I just can't believe my eyes, the transversite are really pretty.

Now, after Changi Village, we went to the nearest haunted location, the Old Changi Hospital. Being rumoured the most horrifying place, we decided to take a look there. Drving up the narrow roads and we reached our destination. It was really very dark and quiet there. The surroundings were all covered with old folks home and old folks care centre. Passing by the care centres, we saw that the facilities are actually quite old, that gives us the creepy feel. Once again, we stopped outside the location and didn't dare get down the car. Six of us were in the car they were busy discussing about the entry place to the location. Petrified, we quickly left that place.

Almost coming to 5am, we went to the Beach Site where we could view the planes and out of boredom we were guessing which airline is approaching. LOL.

We left there at about 6 in the morning and proceeded to our next destination, the Jurong Hill Park. Phng wanted to see the sunrise and dragged all the sleepy ones up the 3-storey slope. Even before we watched the sunrise, I complained about going home so we went down the 3-storey slope once again and left there.

P.S: Well, anyway, car rental itself cost 70bucks and the fuel costs us 30bucks. So Sexy collected 25bucks from each of us and the Karaoke session costs about 16bucks per hour for a medium room and we stayed 3hours in there. So basically one of us paid 12 bucks.

Some pictures of the day:

Phng + Me

Phng + The Mystery Me

Phng

That Lady Shot 1

She'd be the one I treasure always

She's always there when I need her

With her, there's laughters and smile

Yes, Jay Zhou is in Singapore

You're wrong if you think I can't see you

... and the real SEXY

That Lady Shot 2

My pretty viewing the beautiful Jurong

The one I would trust most

Does this ring-a-bell to you? Yes, she's the next "BOBO"

She filled up our empty days

Sexy + My Shades = My Sexy Shades

The one who's been there always, no matter what

Cindy: Snap-shotted by me

Jurong Hill Park: View 1

Jurong Hill Park: View 2

Jurong Hill Park: View 3

That Lady Shot 3

That Lady Shot 4

That Lady Shot 5

That Lady Shot 6

That Lady Shot 7

♥ Cindy Abel

1:23 PM

Monday, April 7, 2008

♥ 300605, THE LOVE WE SHARE

Finally, I saw him today. Was awakened by "xiaobai" (my parrot) she kept calling non-stop, and yes I know she's hungry but I just can't be bothered. (I'm really tired from the umpteen sleepless nights, you see..)

Fully awake by 12plus and went bathing straight. Packed some food from home for him and off I went. Dad alighted me at the Kranji MRT Station and I took a cab there for convenience. =) When I reached his house, really surprised to find his room totally empty. Expected to see some "messy coffee cans and styrofoam food boxes" around actually. =/

Some slacking around and we went Hougang Green to have hubby's haircut, then went shopping for some groceries. Those were really heavy, so they were left to his hands. =)

Groceries - Hubby, Photo-taking - Me (:

A random snap-shot of the "poor" hubby (:

♥ Cindy Abel

1:30 PM

Friday, April 4, 2008

♥ 300605, THE LOVE WE SHARE

This is the 3rd day I've not seen him. I'm starting to get frustated as days go by. How I wish he is now back to my side, covering my blanket to sleep every night. I really miss him, I just wonder how he's doing now.

Today, it was such a miracle that Jamie messaged me in MSN, telling me she's seen my blog. Seriously, I'm shocked. We chatted about loads of topics since we haven't been chatting with each other for about 1-2 years (I think). =) It is really nice to chat about the old times. Well, she's fortunate and a genius. She's finished studying her polys and is now awaiting to get into the uni. How I wish I was her. She envy me as I'm working and have got money to spend, whereas I envy her as she have got her studies excelled!

While chatting with her, I kept thinking about the past times. Regret all the things done, all the trouble given and really regretted not studying well. Should I be given a chance, I'd make sure I study and go in-to uni.

Jamie, if you're reading this post, let me tell you. I believe you can enter the U. =)

Alright, getting tired after a few sleepless nights. Guess I'd just have to give it a try to go sleeping. Good night.

♥ Cindy Abel

11:24 PM

Thursday, April 3, 2008

♥ 300605, THE LOVE WE SHARE

Oh my, I definitely REFUSE to go to this clinic anymore. This is what happened:

I haven't been menstruating for four (4) months, all cos' of some "small-tumour" in my body. My previous doctor says it's too small to be removed. Therefore I can only have two choices:

1. To take medication, make it smaller then disappear as time goes by.

2. Wait for it to become bigger then remove it (safer as it wouldn't come back)

Obviously, I took the first choice. -.-"

Okays, I went to this clinic to get my usual hormones medication to make my menses come earlier. They insisted on doing an ultrasound or what we commonly known as, the "scan", so I relunctantly agreed. Previously, before visiting the clinic, I called and they told me to drink tons of water. (really weird, other clinics do not practise, or at least my previous one did not practise this) So, I did, out of the sake of my medication. When I first went in, my dialogue with the doctor is as follows:

Doctor: Hello, so what can I do for you today?

Me: Oh, I haven't been menstruating for the past three to four months.

Doctor: Have you had sex or do you think you have a chance of getting pregnant?

Me: Nopes, no sex and no chance of getting pregnant obviously.

Doctor: What makes you so sure?

Me: Eh, doctor ah, I've got NO SEX ACTIVITY, how to get pregnant?!

Doctor: Alright, since you're so sure, when is your last period?

Me: Eh, around December... (still thinking)

Doctor: Exact date? Before or after christmas?

Me: Ehs, I think after christmas. Might be 26th. But hor, previously... (got CUT off by him)

Doctor: Okay, stand up, go to the bed, we're going to do the scanning.

Me: Oh, okay. (walked over there and I asked VERY politely) So I have to take off my shoes?

Doctor: Of course lah! You think your house, your room, your bed ah! Where got your bed clean then make people bed dirty one?!

(I'm starting to get frustated when this happens...)

After scanning...

Doctor: Oh! You got no urine in your bladder, can't get accurate scannings. I'm going to do scanning inside you.

Me: Oh, okay. Can I drink water and wait outside instead?

Doctor: I got no time for that.

Me: Okay loh, then you scan loh. (Reluctantly agreed when I don't even know what's that)

Nurses came in after a while...

Doctor: Take off your panties and skirt.

Me: You mean remove the whole thing or only pull it down?

Doctor: Do you even understand english? Take off.

Now, I'm FREAKING angry. I AM PAYING YOU TO GET MY MEDICATION!

Doctor: Put your butt at the bed side and open your both legs.

Me: Huh, for what? Why must like that?

Doctor: That's the "inside-scanning" procedure.

He started taking the "stick" and squeezed some gel onto it. Then, he rubbed against my "darling" and in he poke the "stick" !!!

WHAT THE HELL! EXCUSE ME, DID YOU EVEN TELL ME THIS IS GOING TO HAPPEN?!!

Me: Eh doctor, VERY PAIN!

Doctor: Don't move, relax. (he's teaching the new nurse when the freaking thing is stuck into my "darling")

Me: Please, can you remove the thing before you teach your nurse?

Doctor: Little bit also cannot stand the discomfort. (mind you, it's PAIN, not DISCOMFORT)

So this went on and his rambling went on...

When I finally walked out of the consultation room, my face was totally charcoal. So Sam asked me what happen, I told her that I'm FREAKING unhappy and told her the whole experience. She laughed and told me NEVER to come again. I agreed.

This is the thing that went into me:
http://i279.photobucket.com/albums/kk140/thatlady_heloves/UltrasoundMachine.jpg

Question: Guess how much the bill was?

Answer: S$ 40 (for the lousy and rude consultation), S$ 65 (for the PAIN and "discomfort" scan, S$ 7.00 (for my medication)

Total: S$ 112.00 (that is what I spent, for wanting to get my MEDICINE) *crys

Current RUDE AND UNPOLITE Doctor / Clinic

John T. L. Lim Clinic & Surgery

Doctor I Consulted: Dr. Lim

Address: Blk 492, Jurong West St. 41, #01-80 Singapore 640492

So please, do NOT ever visit them unless you're seeking pain. =) *This is just my own experience though.

♥ Cindy Abel

9:17 PM

Wednesday, April 2, 2008

♥ 300605, THE LOVE WE SHARE

Today, he's leaving for home. He needs to settle some home matters, and once he goes, it'd be 5 days counting from now. I'm sure going to miss him.

Today, I went home straight after work. I'm so so so tired even after the 12 hours sleep yesterday. [".] Well, have got something to share. I was SO busy at work today! My whole table was in a mess and documents keep coming even before I finish the first one. Gosh, can't someone just make life easier for me?

Spoke to Phng on MSN today. Freak her, she's a liar. NEVER talk to her during April 1st. She'd tell you something serious, make you worried and tell you APRIL FOOL! I was that idiot who believed her. -.-" Anyway, I'm looking forward for her coming back. We are supposed to go visit that 10 bucks KTV, REMEMBER! Please huh, don't "dua" me, thankyou. =)

Alright, I'm still in the "hubby-went-home" mood, so not really have any mood or anything to blog about.

Till then!

♥ Cindy Abel

6:18 PM

Tuesday, April 1, 2008

♥ 300605, THE LOVE WE SHARE

I do not know if I'm able to put my feelings into words. I'd try..

We quarrelled last night before turning in. All my fault, I keep thinking he no longer loves me and no longer have any feelings for me. Those are just my part of thinking, he told me. After some time of quarrelling, he suddenly told me that we are not suitable to be together. He told me I'm his burden and his obstacle stone, not his stepping stone. I am his burden, my illness is his burden, everything that I do leads to his problems. I cried and cried for a "i-dunno-how-long" period and fell asleep soundly....

I was awakened by his alarm clock but went back to sleep assuming that he would wake me up as usual, but he didn't.

I woke up only to find that it's 8:05am already. I took a quick shower and off I go to work. When I saw him at the office, he voided me. I wanted to tell him how sorry I was, and how much I love him but because of my stupid "i-want-face" attitude, I kept quiet.

At about 12:30pm, we quarrelled again. All because of our work. We shouted in the office, I cried again and he told me we're really not suitable to be together.

Maybe we're really not meant to be. June 30th is our 3rd year together, we still can't settle the problems between us. I guess it's really time for me to let go. I don't want to be your burden, don't want to be your obstacle. I do not know if time would heal the wounds this relationship inflicted on me, do not know if I'm able to lead this life without you by my side.

I do not know without you if I would be able to eat by myself, sleep each night without you by my side, hunt the monsters without you helping me, roller-blade without you holding me. I wonder what about you, what would you be thinking, what would you be doing?

♥ Cindy Abel

2:07 PM