Nothing much to say today.

I've accomplished some stuffs though (:
1. Finally finished sending out the spree items.
2. Finished my monthly reports for work.
3. Baked the "TOP-GRADE" cookies! (it tastes nice, can)

After accomplishing the stuffs I've done, I feel at ease (: At least I would not drag myself to work every morning, hahas.

This afternoon's lunch time, had a quarrel with Ferlin. Just cos' she said boy is so stingy, I flared up. Actually I treasure the both of them and I wouldn't want them both to be hurt. One's my cousin and the other is my boyfriend, I hope you both understand that you are really the ones I need in my life.

Ferlin, there seems to be alot for me to tell you. Sometimes, I'm stressed over work, stressed over money matters, I'd flare up and shout at you guys but I really mean no harm. Those I said, I might have been really abit too overboard to be siding him but please understand that I've been with him three years and we really intend to get married. That is why I treasure the relationship with him that much. As for you, we always get together during family gatherings and we go out often together, therefore you should understand that I see you most of the time as well. You're the cousin I've been living with these 20 years of my life and would still be my closest cousin for life, if one day we really go our seperate ways, I'd feel like a part of me missing again. As for him, I have to spend my rest of my life with him, that's why. I hope you would understand me.

I treasure relationships alot because I see alot of friends get together and go apart again. I hope you understand that when he said that about my camera, he's worried about me, not insulting you. I really want the both of you to get along, hand is a part of my body and leg is a part of my body as well. I wouldn't want any of it to go missing. You're my cousin and I know you mean good to me. Thinking of the times we spent together when we were still in the primary and secondary times, I hope that I'd not grown up that fast.

Anyways, I just hope that we can be cousins for life, because I treasure you. Understand that I'm not joking when I say everything above. The quarrel yesterday really hurt me deeply, I'm really in a difficult position.

I treasure the times we four spent together: Me, Sam, Ferlin, Serene. I might have been harsh on you guys but I really meant no harm, well, believe it or not. I think very thorough before all these were spoken.

Remember that, each one of you have got a special place in my heart. I do not want to lose any of them. FS is there, my family, my friends, my cousins and doggy are in my heart as well.